Christmas Struggles

So I am going to start off this post by apologizing about the video I promised yesterday.  I slept most of yesterday and then my family and I had to be social at some Christmas party (if you haven't catched my drift yet, parties are not my thing).  So the whole "make-a a-video" thing went [...]

Eating Disorder Update PLUS Coping with Christmas

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IBjIJlGzfv8 Christmas is one of the hardest holidays for those of us with eating disorders. It's a time that revolves around food and traveling, two things that can be very stressful for those of us with anorexia, bulimia, EDNOS, or even BED. In this video I will give you an update on how I am [...]

I Think This is Where I am Suppose to Be

"I may have not gone where I intended to go, but I think I've ended up where I needed to be."  ~Douglas Adams I can't tell you how long I have believed I am nothing but a black sheep. I am like the monster in the family, eating the hearts and breaking the souls of [...]

How Many Calories are in Blood?

Just as the moon was high in the winter sky, I was awoken by the most revolting sensation I have ever experienced. Some thin liquid of sorts was forming a river out of my nostril and down my face.  At first I thought I was experiencing nothing but a case of rhinorrhea - the medical [...]