Christmas Struggles

So I am going to start off this post by apologizing about the video I promised yesterday.  I slept most of yesterday and then my family and I had to be social at some Christmas party (if you haven't catched my drift yet, parties are not my thing).  So the whole "make-a a-video" thing went [...]


I’ll Be OK :) & Merry Christmas

Hey Everyone,I just wanted to let you all know that my ER visit was ok. They were able to control the pain and my mom immediately contact my rheumotologist at Children's Hospital. I am making a video today with more of the details 🙂 Thank you for your thoughts and prayers 🙂

Eating Disorder Update PLUS Coping with Christmas Christmas is one of the hardest holidays for those of us with eating disorders. It's a time that revolves around food and traveling, two things that can be very stressful for those of us with anorexia, bulimia, EDNOS, or even BED. In this video I will give you an update on how I am [...]

I Think This is Where I am Suppose to Be

"I may have not gone where I intended to go, but I think I've ended up where I needed to be."  ~Douglas Adams I can't tell you how long I have believed I am nothing but a black sheep. I am like the monster in the family, eating the hearts and breaking the souls of [...]

How Many Calories are in Blood?

Just as the moon was high in the winter sky, I was awoken by the most revolting sensation I have ever experienced. Some thin liquid of sorts was forming a river out of my nostril and down my face.  At first I thought I was experiencing nothing but a case of rhinorrhea - the medical [...]