Oh God, Can’t You See?

Nowadays I am beginning to wonder why I even exist. Why couldn't I just have died from my wretched eating disorder? Why didn't my heart just stop? Why didn't my kidney's fail? Why didn't every single internal organ in my body call it quits?  Why God? Why? God if you are out there, can't you [...]



I absolutely dread Sundays. They are and forever will be the worst day of the week for me. Sundays begin with me dressing in formal clothing and dragging myself over to the small brick church my father preaches at.  After forcing a smile and schmoozing with the congregation’s members, everyone is herded into the plain [...]