http://youtu.be/f5Me5W0xqx4 Hey Everyone, It has literally been like forever since I have taken the time to sit down, assess my feelings, and make a video. It's time for me to get back into the habit of making these videos. Not only do I hope they open the door to the secret word of eating disorders, [...]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aYxFkwevHNo A lot happened during my winter break and, unless you find ER visits, obnoxious relatives, and long car trips enjoyable, it wasn't all that great of a break.
As I lay here utterly alone in my cluttered bedroom, thousands of horrific thoughts are barging into my mind. The biggest thing that is plaguing my thoughts is my health. The pain I am experiencing is honestly the worst physical pain I have ever felt in my life. My hip feels like someone is jamming [...]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BvEizypoyO0 We all know that having an eating disorder is no “walk in the park” for our bodies. Every time we starve ourselves, uncontrollably stuff food in our mouths, and stick a finger down our throats; we are inflicting some form of bodily harm on ourselves. We’re hurting the one muscle that gives us life [...]
I feel like I trying to keep my head above water in a stormy sea of anxiety. Massive waves hit me constantly and thrust me down deep into its chilling waters. Though I somehow keep finding the strength to swim my way back up to get air into my burning lungs, I am always [...]